Today i watched a movie performed by Tian yuan....  It's about lesbian..but my feeling about her have nothing to do with lesbian...I love the way she smile,the way she speak,the way she sing..She will attract both man and woman just by her aroma and sensitivity ...When the movie is over,the song "a wishful way" come up, i engaged in a strange scean. With the music, heart is beating with the rhythm,feeling good,especially when it's middle night and all alone in dormitory,dream in wishful way..  Have listened to her voice,you want to understand her own mental world,but we will feel frustrated right away.It seems so near, after a glimpse,everything seems so far away..Fascinating .....

 

 

       Let me talk something about the lesbian movie "Butterfly"..It's a beautiful movie..Lesbian ,i  know little about it. But i know everyone have the right to choose whether to love woman or man just like the right to choose whether live or die...(Something about euthanasia)..Tian yuan in the movie is a perfect lover, patient,clever,beautiful,versatile(Just because she can play guitar and sing my favourite song ..LOL),and understanding . Though the lesbian is accepted by the main world,but the pressure in the shoulder is quit heavy.. If you choose escape,more pain ,more sorow,more hurt,more anguish,more agony you will suffer..Face your true inside,be yourself with great courage...Good luck ,lesbian and gay!!!!

      A friend of my friend is a gay,i never meet him ,but i know he is a good guy, sentimental and warm heart...All he need is understanding and containing..i will never treat the homosexual people as abnormality,they are as normal as us.Only difference is they choose another way to paradise...So   ,Good Luck an Have Fun!!

 

    Tian yuan ,i appreciate your voice,songs and movie for accompanying through three neverdark night. Always wish you were here.......

 

 

 

PS..  Maybe i should buy a book written by Tian yuan, So i can understand you more..notwithstanding,i know no one in the world can understand you if you keep be yourself..

Don't be corrupted by commerce,you know what Kurt had done to himself.....Your music need not to be known by everyone in the world..Be yourself please..

 

 

 

Good LUck and Have fun

 

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I always have something to say and write. only when i am all alone ,will i sit in front of the computer to write down my words.  It's middle night, my soul comes out to breathe fresh air for a while..I use English in order to express myself more convenient,because my chinese is poorer than English....LOL.

 

 

F U C K ing network connection.... It ruin the atmosphere....So.